we are the music makers, the dreamers of dreams.

This blog is about my journey trying to make it in the film & television industry as an actress. It will document my efforts, hopes, fears, & views on this "other world" I have chosen to work in.
& the occasional random thoughts/happenings in my life.

The thoughts expressed in this blog are mine, & mine alone, & are not to be related with any company or person I work with, unless otherwise noted.

Thanks for reading & believing (if you so do).
Hope you enjoy my ride.
:)

ac smallwood

Friday, May 28, 2010

cigs.

so. this last week has been interesting.
I always lose track of what day it is when we do all night shoots
& then I don't ever really go to bed.
& I get a bit delirious.

but...

Thursday night.

"worked" for twelve hours.
probably only actually worked (standing in) for maybe 2-3 minutes.
oh this business.

then I basically hung around chatting.
it's amazing how much can be shared over diet cokes/cigarettes on set.

pretty much everyone smokes on set.

pretty much.
not, every. one.
(just to save offense)

but
I've heard it commented on before.
I've definitely noticed it before.
& I have a theory.
it's the water cooler.


but if you want that REAL water cooler experience:
the gossip. the hopes. the dreams.
the past work. the future work.
the bragging. the sucking up.
the flirting. the name dropping.

cigarettes.

bring your own pack

but remember,
"Can I bum one?"

that question opens doors to the future kiddies.
doors to the golden palace.
or to a bedroom.
which could also open doors.
just not always the kind worth seeking.

whatever floats your boat.



disclaimer:
this is the first of my posts in which i write for the purpose of having a response.
so, respond.
to smoke or not to smoke?
climb by cig? by bed?
or by merit?
what would you do?

2 comments:

  1. Not to smoke. It does nothing but harm the body, and you dont have to be a smoker to start a conversation with someone. Be true to yourself, and if you are a non smoker, dont do it just because "everyone does it", the effects are much worse than making other people happy.

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  2. I agree with you.

    just to clarify - I wasn't necessarily asking for advice for myself, but just for opinions, views, thoughts, etc.

    but thanks so much for responding!
    my first! :)

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